This is Me!!!
Past 2 in the morning of July 22, 1991. In a mid clash between the sun and the moon there was a child born and named Jayson. A very cute baby (Self Proclaim) was given by God to the family of Montiadora. This child is the youngest of the four children of Mr. Jorge B. Montiadora a Jeepney Driver and Mrs. Ma. Fe C Montiadora a sewer/reflexologist.
I grew in the environment were things seems to be a mysterious, lots of question are unanswered, things that no one explain and family that are quiet war freak. Since I'm the youngest, most of the command was bestow in me even though it is hard i have to do it even though it is not not appropriate to me ...
I wont deny that when I was a child until now that I'm feminine in the way i move, talk and to communicate to others. But there is one thing that I inculcate to my mind it is just judge me the way you want, Criticize me every time you want but unless I'm not doing something wrong to hurt somebody I wont change my self for you. Because I do believe that the real man knows his responsibility and he knows the consequences of the things that he have done.
When I was a Child I have a lot of dreams to become a Nurse, Computer Specialist a Care Giver and I never dream to be a teacher because when I was an Elementary Student I have a lot of memories especially bad things in our school. I'm not blaming somebody for those things because those bad memories in elementary are all happened because of me, because of the carelessness that my mother is always telling to me and she always saying that "Kung babae ka lang matagal ka ng nabuntis" It sounds funny right but I'm happy and not ashamed for all those things that happened to me including those bad things why? because I will never learn if those things didn't happen.
Since I was a child my environment seems to become a cause and effect relationship.Why? because when I did "something" my mother is always there to explain the things that i have done especially if it is wrong, She is always there to show to me the things and she will teach me a right things to do so that next time i will not do the same thing.
Since Elementary until Second year High School I studied here in Manila. I want to pursue studying here in that time but unfortunately My father got sick and he wants to migrate to IloIlo City the place where my Mother born. I'm the first who object for that thing because first of all its hard to adjust to the place, language and especially to the people that you cant hide something. Why because in that place all of our relatives in Mother's side is leaving there. Anywhere, Anytime you have to greet people that you don't know that they are your relatives but I don't have a chance to neglect to my parents decision because that's their choice and its for the sake of my Father.
School days come and I started to go to school at IloIlo City National High School that place is in the City proper so it is too far from the place of my Mother. I met new friends and classmates, unfortunately after two grading period passed in studying their My Father died and I thought that I have to stop in studying. It is so hard for my feelings because I'm getting to start to enjoy that place and start to adjust in the said place in City proper but sadly my father died and I have to transfer back again in the place of my Mother and start to study in the near school at our Baranggay. Sadly that's the worst part of my high school life until I graduated in High School.
After I finished High School I promised to my self to forget the worst part of my life and to start a new life again in the University where I enrolled. I take up Bachelor of Elementary Education in West Visayas State University. But you know its hard because some of my classmate in High School was enrolled in that University too and every time I see them I cant control to replenish the past. The past that I'm trying to buried in the deepest part of my self. I continue studying in that University for two years and Since I met new friends and Classmates I forgot those problem that I'd encountered before and start to become happy again. I used to bored in the Municipality of Janiuay near to our School until I decided to go back in Manila.
When I'm in my way to Manila I said to my self that I have to leave the bad and worst things happened to me and to treasure the happy things that I experienced in IloIlo City. And now currently studying at the Fisher Valley College pursuing Bachelor of Elementary Education and not ashamed to show the things that I adapt in our province and proud to say that now I'm in 3rd year College.
"Judge me the way you want, Criticize me every time you want but unless I'm not doing something wrong to hurt somebody I wont change my self for you. "
"Jaxus22"